Senin, 29 April 2013

How Am I Supposed To Live Without You


I could hardly believe itWhen I heard the news todayI had to come and get it straight from youThey said you were leavin'Someone's swept your heart awayFrom the look upon your face, I see it's trueSo tell me all about it, tell me 'bout theplans you're makin'Then tell me one thing more before I go
[Chorus:]Tell me how am I supposed to live without youNow that I've been lovin' you so longHow am I supposed to live without youHow am I supposed to carry onWhen all that I've been livin' for is gone
I didn't come here for cryin'Didn't come here to break downIt's just a dream of mine is coming to an endAnd how can I blame youWhen I build my world aroundThe hope that one day we'd be so muchmore than friendsAnd I don't wanna know the price I'mgonna pay for dreamingWhen even now it's more than I can take
[Chorus]
[Bridge]And I don't wanna face the price I'mgonna pay for dreamingNow that your dream has come true
[Chorus]

Senin, 15 April 2013

I'm sorry mom


mom I did not want to go, I'm feeling bad now .... sorry,,,, maybe I was too childish and never get up, but now maybe I am being to feel about it ... sorry mom
mom .... I'm totally in love right now, but it's not the usual love, not love like my friends, and not love like a mom children's friends or neighbors child .. is completely different, and I really fell in love, but now I'm down and hurt by love,,,, I'm like a childmom is not???? mom what should I do? sorry and do not be mad .... I was different, and what I always felt was always different from the others .... let me like it used to be .... This probably will not be long .... not this pathetic mom?

 like this because my idol .... like a fool is not it? ummmmmmmm,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, ,,
maybe I'm just kidding mom hahahahahaha .... I'm too much of it? :'))))))))))


Selasa, 09 April 2013

you're beautiful in your own way


«I am not in this world to live up to other people's expectations, nor do I feel that the world must live up to mine.»

«Learning is the discovery that something is possible.»

«Our dependency makes slaves out of us, especially if this dependency is a dependency of our self-esteem. If you need encouragement, praise, pats on the back from everybody, then you make everybody your judge.»

«To mature means to take responsibility for your life, to be on your own. Psychoanalysis fosters the infantile state by considering that the past is responsible for the illness.»

«...nobody can stand truth if it is told to him. Truth can be tolerated only if you discover it yourself because then, the pride of discovery makes the truth palatable.»

«Lose your mind and come to your senses.»

«You cannot achieve happiness. Happiness happens and is a transitory stage. Imagine how happy I felt when I got relief from bladder pressure. How long did that happiness last?»

«The only difference between the wise man and the fool is that the wise man knows he is playing.»

Gestalt Prayer

«I do my thing and you do your thing.
I am not in this world to live up to your expectations,
And you are not in this world to live up to mine.
You are you, and I am I, and if by chance we find each other, it's beautiful.
If not, it can't be helped.»

(Fritz Perls, 1969)

cr. http://fritzperls.com/quotes/

Rabu, 03 April 2013

ke seoul yukkkk ^^



ngapain ngeshare seoul ki????? pingin banget yak kesana????....
iyalahhhhhh.... pingin bnget ke SEOUL..... SEOUL saudara-saudara.... seoul beneran....
astaga aku pingin banget ke seoul bebeh.... tanah para ahjussi-ahjussi tercintahhhh!!!!!
uri superman....... ajeeee gileeeee.... segitu demennya yak????? aisshhhhhh pokoknye seoulllllllllll......
makkkk,,,,, ke seoul makkkk *jual apaan nak???? dasar anak tidak tahu diuntung wkwkwkwkwkwkwk
kalau mau kuliah disana,,, ummmmbbbbb berat behhhh beratttttt...... bisa bisa aja sihhh.... bisa gila tapi wkwkwkwkwkwk otak ku sedeng-sedeng aja... *sedengkul maksud nya hehehehehehe
mau kerja???? astagaaaaaa.... kerja apaan????? jadi noona-noona koordi boleh *colek om soo man,,, *kedipin manja bang yeye... eaaaaaaaaaaa.... mau dongggg, mupeng!!!!! *muka pingin dihajar kali buuuuuu......aaaaaaaaahhhhhh pokoknya pingin kesana apapun yang terjadi *hummmbbbb semangat 45 bebehhhh..... aku semangat nya cuma kalau begini doang.... udah ah, capek nulis  *siapa suruh ki....
mending kekorea aja yukkkk nemenin bang ye yang mau wamillll.... entar ikutan perang... *tiba-tiba hening.... stop ngomongin wamil apalagi perang *lah kan aku sendiri yang dari tadi riweeehhh.... ah abanggggggg!!!!!

Erotomania is a type of delusion in which the affected person believes that another person, usually a stranger, high-status or famous person, is in love with him or her. The illness often occurs during psychosis, especially in patients with schizophreniadelusional disorder or bipolar mania.[1] During an erotomanic episode, the patient believes that a "secret admirer" is declaring his or her affection to the patient, often by special glances, signals, telepathy, or messages through the media. Usually the patient then returns the perceived affection by means of letters, phone calls, gifts, and visits to the unwitting recipient. Even though these advances are unexpected and often unwanted, any denial of affection by the object of this delusional love is dismissed by the patient as a ploy to conceal the forbidden love from the rest of the world.[2]
The term erotomania is often confused with "obsessive love", obsession with unrequited love, or hypersexuality. Obsessive love is not erotomania by definition. Erotomania is also called de Clérambault's syndrome, after the French psychiatrist Gaëtan Gatian de Clérambault (1872–1934), who published a comprehensive review paper on the subject (Les Psychoses Passionelles) in 1921.

Minggu, 31 Maret 2013

Dia Pasti Kembali ^^

kami ingin kau mengucapkan ini
Waktu tlah tibaAku kan meninggalkanTinggalkan kamuTuk sementara
Kau dekap akuKau bilang jangan pergiTapi ku hanya dapat berkata
Aku hanya pergi tuk sementaraBukan tuk meninggalkanmu selamanyaKu pasti kan kembali pada dirimuTapi kau jangan nakalAku pasti kembali
Kau peluk akuKau menghibur dirikuKau bilang janganlah ku pergilekat tatapmu buat hatiku sedihTapi ku hanya dapat berkata
Apabila nantiKau rindukankuDidekapmu ohTak perlu kau risaukanAku pasti akan kembali oh
_____untuk Clouds,untuk ELF____________

Rabu, 27 Maret 2013

don't cry oppa.... jeballll


Ss5 seoul 23-24 maret, astaga konser penuh kejutan dan air mata..... hari pertama, siip kejutan mulaiiiii... jederrrrrrrrrrrrrrr....... oke shock,surprise, banyak yang ga biasa, dan kalian tahu YESUNG OPPA jatuh.... jatuh beb di panggung, sakitttttttttt kasihan jd g bisa ngelanjutin dengan maksimal, bebeh kamu hati-hati dong, udah gitu sok-sok an pamit mau wamil lagi,,,, apa-apa an coba???? Aku belum liat kamu lagi, temenku umay yang juga elep khususon clouds juga belum sempet ketemu kamu beh... kamu jahat ya?kamu tega ya? Kamu serius mbiarin aku menanggung hutang dan rasa bersalah ku pada umay yang belum sempet aku bayar gara-gara belum sempet ngajak dia ketemu kamu.... kamu jahat ye :’((( mendung tau..... mandung... ujan ni deres banget, kamu puas ya bikin mewek sejuta umat, tahu gak yang bias nya bukan kamu aja mirisss, pedih, sakit,, nangisss, gimana kita-kita yang ngebiasin kamu coba.... banyak yang langsung berubah status jadi janda kamu tau gak sih... aku ama temenku ampe dimarahin orang-orang gara-gara nyampah di beranda orang. Itu semua karena kita update status tentang kamu bebeh... galau in kamu... tahu gak sih... di hari kedua kamu makin cengeng, dasar mewek mulu ih, gak tahu apa sakittttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt kita nangis ampe banjir *oke ini lebeiiiii..... pagi-pagi mata dan hati berat, kamu pikir kita penganguran? Kuliah kita berantakan... sehari Cuma coret-coret kertas tentang kamu beh....... ahhhh kamu tuh gak adil tau gak sih kalau Cuma konser di seoul aja, negara lain juga nunggu kamu... pliss jangan pilih kasih, semua lagu yang kita puter akhirnya banyak-banyak tentang goodbye,goodbye mulu, bosen ah ngomongin goodbye ma wamil,,,, aku gak ikhlas di ss5ina ga denger adlibs kamu, gak lihat dance random kamu, kamu beda tau dari sushow-sushow yang dulu-dulu atau kamu biasane, kamu gak oke kalau gak ngerusuh, gak asyik kalau kamu gak konyol, gak lengkap kalau kamu gak beringas, pokok e gak perfect kalau gak ada kamu...... auk ah pokok e super show indonesia harus ada kamu, gak mau tahu!!!!!! Kita mau tunjukin ke orang-orang kalau mubank jakarta bukan konser terakhir kamu di indonesia sebelum kamu wamil,,, plisss kita dah nabung, kita dah nangis, tolong liat kerja keras kita ini,,, tolong bangetttt..... we always here, waiting for you... kalau kamu menangis kami juga akan lebih menangis, tolong kuat dan kembali untuk kami....kami akan menyimpan hati kami hingga saat itu tiba,,,, saat setelah 2 tahun penantian kami kelak... kami akan setia menunggu suara mu dan tingkah mu kembali.... seperti sebelum kamu pergi, semua tidak akan berubah yang akan berubah hanya kau akan menjadi lebih baik kelak. oppa faighting....... we always here, for you,,,,, forever, cz we're EverLasting Friends...... :)))))))))))
            My heart that loved you, my eyes that looked you are still here.
Oh baby say goodbye, Oh it’s just good bye for a while. “Say goodbye” I will try to put it aside for a while.
If I open the door and step a step into, finally, it will convey your breath to my nose.
I can feel your warm hands for a while in the cold wind.
All traces of your tears stay on my cheeks.
It’s a short journey, the painful wounds in my heart will be cleaned by the time then when I meet you, I will tell you that I miss you.
Oh baby say goodbye, Oh it’s just good bye for a while. “Say goodbye” I will try to put it aside for a while.
If I open the door and step a step into, finally, it will convey your breath to my nose.
The sun and the moon today are still be that way, also unchanged .
Oh, Why my heart changes so quickly again.
You look like a blue sky when the rain falls.
Being wet in the rain, I will try to hide the falling tears yeah~
Oh baby say goodbye, Oh it’s just good bye for a while. “Say goodbye” I will try to put it aside for a while.
If I open the door and step a step into, finally, it will convey your breath to my nose.
Everything I wanted to do in the past was so stupid, you are so precious.
Oh baby say goodbye, Oh it’s just good bye for a while. “Say goodbye” I will try to put it aside for a while.
If I open the door and step a step into, finally, it will convey your breath to my nose.
Oh baby say goodbye, Oh it’s just good bye for a while. “Say goodbye” I will go back the place I’ve been.
That when I open the door and step a step into, I want to be stand in front of you .
My heart that loved you, my eyes that looked at you..will wait for you.”

I can’t read your feelings since you try not to meet eyes with me,
Because I feel like a lost child, I just wait

Truthfully, I know what you’re going to say,
But I can feel that it’s not your whole heart; your tears tell me
Don’t say goodbye,
I can hear your heart telling me not to let go of your hands,
I can hear you heart; You still just want me,
You can’t hide it, you can’t lie
I won’t allow it your lie of wanting to separate,
Look in my eyes and tell me,
It’s notit’s not the truth
Don’t say goodbye,
I can hear your heart telling me not to let go of your hands,
I can hear your heart; Even if the world turns its back on us; Even if it’s a painful love,
You are my love, you are my soul
Don’t say goodbye, don’t leave me now,
The promises we’ve shared is everything to me
Don’t say goodbye, you are my everything to me,
My tired days only look for you,
Like a pond which won’t dry, I’ll love you,
You are my love, you are my soul
Don’t say goodbye, you are the only one for me,
As if nothing has happened, if today passes,
Let’s not let go of each other, and we’ll make it through,
Cause you are my everything to me,
Cause you are my everything to me”