Jumat, 19 Juli 2013

story about "you"


Kisah cinta ku sungguh menyebalkan
Cinta??????
Benarkah ini cinta???
Atau hanya sekedar rasa kagum yang berlebihan?
Apa???? Aku tidak normal?????
Benarkah?????
Aku rasa ribuan... ah tidak,,,
mungkin jutaan orang diluar sana juga mengalami hal yang sama denganku
kenapa kisah cintaku tak bisa sesederhana teman-teman ku yang lain
dengan mudahnya mereka menemukan cinta mereka...
berkenalan... pendekatan.....berpacaran,,,menikah lalu memiliki anak
bukankah indah???? Bukankah bahagia??? Bukankah menyenangkan???
Lalu kapan giliranku???
Aoa Tuhan tidak adil????
Kenapa jalan ku begitu rumit dan sulit????
Ah...kita tidak boleh menyalahkan Tuhan
Tuhan tahu yang terbaik untuk ku,,untuk kami....
“Teman-teman” lain yang senasib denganku....
Tuhan punya rencana yang lebih baik untuk ku... untuk kami...
Tapi sungguh ini menyakikan dan menyesakkan
Kenapa kami berbeda?
Kenapa jalan kami terlalu begini?
Kenapa nasib mempertemukan kami dengan takdir yang seperti ini?
Apa yang salah dengan kami?apa yang berbeda dengan kami?
Kami sungguh belum mengerti akan maksud semua ini...
Ajarkan kami untuk mengenal cinta yang sesungguhnya jika cinta kami sekarang bukanlah cinta yang sebenarnya
Kami takut tidak bisa terlepas dari dunia kami ini
Kami ingin seperti teman-teman kami
Aku ingin seperti teman ku,,yang bahagia membangun kehidupan rumah tangga mereka
Dan aku...kami masih disini....
Dengan mimpi dan khayalan kami.....
Menyesakkan...
Melelahkan...
Dan menyakitkan.......

Minggu, 14 Juli 2013

memories ss5








I ended up doing this, I was lucky once again, thank you this is really thrilling and truly amazing. sorry too late to make the news, but I'm happy, I'm very lucky ^ ^ met my family in a sea of ​​sapphire blue,, I hope someday I can invite friends to join. let us hold together and trying to spirit!!!! kya kya our oppa oppa is very cool, though Yesung is not present and make something is missing, but the rest of it is cool,,, elf you work well,, let's continue to do our best, let's protect our homes yaaaaaaaaa fighting!!!!

Jumat, 03 Mei 2013

welcome to the super show *5*

oke ga pa2 wlaupun standing D dan ga ada yesung tapi tetep bersyukur :'))))))))))))))))))))) dan  teman...terima kasih banyak hari ini, aku menyusahkanmu, kamu banyak membantuku,,,ini semua karena kalian yuni, danny terima kasih banyak *bow bareng teuk oppa..... aku jadi benar2 tidak enak hati,,, yuni kamu malah jadi belum dapet tiket, maaf *apa yang harus aku lakukan untuk mu yun,aku pingin bantu kamu juga yun :'((((( maaf dan sekali lagi terima kasih banyak, ini benar-benar daebak sekali terima kasih... dan kamu umay semangat aku tetep berharap kamu bisa nntn bareng *aku lebih berharap kita bisa ke mobit atau whystyle....okeeeeee semangattttt!!!!!!!, oh ya mbak eka,aku berharap ketemu kowe tanggal 2 juni,,,,,pokoke aku pingin ketemu kwe *aku pgn kita semua bisa nntn bersama..... :'))) *suatu saat nanti pasti bisa,,,

Kamis, 02 Mei 2013

ss5ina?antara nonton dan tidak!!!!



when a lot of my old friends thought of marriage, I was actually just thinking about this kekekekekekekkkkk I want to watch, even if * he * was not on stage,,,,, I gave up all the contents of my savings,,, my friend, did you not watch? You really do not have the heart to see your husband? and you!!! My college friend,, yes even though he was not there, I hope you can come too. spirit of seeking tickets though savings depleted ...

Senin, 29 April 2013

How Am I Supposed To Live Without You


I could hardly believe itWhen I heard the news todayI had to come and get it straight from youThey said you were leavin'Someone's swept your heart awayFrom the look upon your face, I see it's trueSo tell me all about it, tell me 'bout theplans you're makin'Then tell me one thing more before I go
[Chorus:]Tell me how am I supposed to live without youNow that I've been lovin' you so longHow am I supposed to live without youHow am I supposed to carry onWhen all that I've been livin' for is gone
I didn't come here for cryin'Didn't come here to break downIt's just a dream of mine is coming to an endAnd how can I blame youWhen I build my world aroundThe hope that one day we'd be so muchmore than friendsAnd I don't wanna know the price I'mgonna pay for dreamingWhen even now it's more than I can take
[Chorus]
[Bridge]And I don't wanna face the price I'mgonna pay for dreamingNow that your dream has come true
[Chorus]

Senin, 15 April 2013

I'm sorry mom


mom I did not want to go, I'm feeling bad now .... sorry,,,, maybe I was too childish and never get up, but now maybe I am being to feel about it ... sorry mom
mom .... I'm totally in love right now, but it's not the usual love, not love like my friends, and not love like a mom children's friends or neighbors child .. is completely different, and I really fell in love, but now I'm down and hurt by love,,,, I'm like a childmom is not???? mom what should I do? sorry and do not be mad .... I was different, and what I always felt was always different from the others .... let me like it used to be .... This probably will not be long .... not this pathetic mom?

 like this because my idol .... like a fool is not it? ummmmmmmm,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, ,,
maybe I'm just kidding mom hahahahahaha .... I'm too much of it? :'))))))))))


Selasa, 09 April 2013

you're beautiful in your own way


«I am not in this world to live up to other people's expectations, nor do I feel that the world must live up to mine.»

«Learning is the discovery that something is possible.»

«Our dependency makes slaves out of us, especially if this dependency is a dependency of our self-esteem. If you need encouragement, praise, pats on the back from everybody, then you make everybody your judge.»

«To mature means to take responsibility for your life, to be on your own. Psychoanalysis fosters the infantile state by considering that the past is responsible for the illness.»

«...nobody can stand truth if it is told to him. Truth can be tolerated only if you discover it yourself because then, the pride of discovery makes the truth palatable.»

«Lose your mind and come to your senses.»

«You cannot achieve happiness. Happiness happens and is a transitory stage. Imagine how happy I felt when I got relief from bladder pressure. How long did that happiness last?»

«The only difference between the wise man and the fool is that the wise man knows he is playing.»

Gestalt Prayer

«I do my thing and you do your thing.
I am not in this world to live up to your expectations,
And you are not in this world to live up to mine.
You are you, and I am I, and if by chance we find each other, it's beautiful.
If not, it can't be helped.»

(Fritz Perls, 1969)

cr. http://fritzperls.com/quotes/