You Know?

when it all becomes so very heavy and I could not back out of it,,,, all the decisions I have taken was just how I was going to live,,, this is not the end .. not yet,, still a long and distant journey,, all so shocking when something shook my life with such shocking news and I can not accept,, when I get used to something that I've lived, how many things are suddenly absent without advance notice .... when I like to go my own way, and there are others who disturb it so disturbing ... Can I just live my life alone? I love life and may be very different from the others .... but why are we going to be different and not normal when we choose the way and have a different life with another person? we are not free to choose and live our own natural way? but there is something that is set and we have to follow the rules .... should??? yaaaa it's a necessity that does not make me look so good with my own life .... I want to live my own, although it is different ...... yaaaa because I'm different and not the same ... only that........ if when I do not like it a must? and I was not really find anything that I'm looking for ... due to limitations of the

story about "you"

Kisah cinta ku sungguh menyebalkan

Cinta??????

Benarkah ini cinta???

Atau hanya sekedar rasa kagum yang berlebihan?

Apa???? Aku tidak normal?????

Benarkah?????

Aku rasa ribuan... ah tidak,,,

mungkin jutaan orang diluar sana juga mengalami hal yang sama denganku

kenapa kisah cintaku tak bisa sesederhana teman-teman ku yang lain

dengan mudahnya mereka menemukan cinta mereka...

berkenalan... pendekatan.....berpacaran,,,menikah lalu memiliki anak

bukankah indah???? Bukankah bahagia??? Bukankah menyenangkan???

Lalu kapan giliranku???

Aoa Tuhan tidak adil????

Kenapa jalan ku begitu rumit dan sulit????

Ah...kita tidak boleh menyalahkan Tuhan

Tuhan tahu yang terbaik untuk ku,,untuk kami....

“Teman-teman” lain yang senasib denganku....

Tuhan punya rencana yang lebih baik untuk ku... untuk kami...

Tapi sungguh ini menyakikan dan menyesakkan

Kenapa kami berbeda?

Kenapa jalan kami terlalu begini?

Kenapa nasib mempertemukan kami dengan takdir yang seperti ini?

Apa yang salah dengan kami?apa yang berbeda dengan kami?

Kami sungguh belum mengerti akan maksud semua ini...

Ajarkan kami untuk mengenal cinta yang sesungguhnya jika cinta kami sekarang bukanlah cinta yang sebenarnya

Kami takut tidak bisa terlepas dari dunia kami ini

Kami ingin seperti teman-teman kami

Aku ingin seperti teman ku,,yang bahagia membangun kehidupan rumah tangga mereka

Dan aku...kami masih disini....

Dengan mimpi dan khayalan kami.....

Menyesakkan...

Melelahkan...

Dan menyakitkan.......

memories ss5

I ended up doing this, I was lucky once again, thank you this is really thrilling and truly amazing. sorry too late to make the news, but I'm happy, I'm very lucky ^ ^ met my family in a sea of ​​sapphire blue,, I hope someday I can invite friends to join. let us hold together and trying to spirit!!!! kya kya our oppa oppa is very cool, though Yesung is not present and make something is missing, but the rest of it is cool,,, elf you work well,, let's continue to do our best, let's protect our homes yaaaaaaaaa fighting!!!!

welcome to the super show *5*

oke ga pa2 wlaupun standing D dan ga ada yesung tapi tetep bersyukur :'))))))))))))))))))))) dan  teman...terima kasih banyak hari ini, aku menyusahkanmu, kamu banyak membantuku,,,ini semua karena kalian yuni, danny terima kasih banyak *bow bareng teuk oppa..... aku jadi benar2 tidak enak hati,,, yuni kamu malah jadi belum dapet tiket, maaf *apa yang harus aku lakukan untuk mu yun,aku pingin bantu kamu juga yun :'((((( maaf dan sekali lagi terima kasih banyak, ini benar-benar daebak sekali terima kasih... dan kamu umay semangat aku tetep berharap kamu bisa nntn bareng *aku lebih berharap kita bisa ke mobit atau whystyle....okeeeeee semangattttt!!!!!!!, oh ya mbak eka,aku berharap ketemu kowe tanggal 2 juni,,,,,pokoke aku pingin ketemu kwe *aku pgn kita semua bisa nntn bersama..... :'))) *suatu saat nanti pasti bisa,,,

ss5ina?antara nonton dan tidak!!!!

when a lot of my old friends thought of marriage, I was actually just thinking about this kekekekekekekkkkk I want to watch, even if * he * was not on stage,,,,, I gave up all the contents of my savings,,, my friend, did you not watch? You really do not have the heart to see your husband? and you!!! My college friend,, yes even though he was not there, I hope you can come too. spirit of seeking tickets though savings depleted ...

How Am I Supposed To Live Without You

I could hardly believe itWhen I heard the news todayI had to come and get it straight from youThey said you were leavin'Someone's swept your heart awayFrom the look upon your face, I see it's trueSo tell me all about it, tell me 'bout theplans you're makin'Then tell me one thing more before I go
[Chorus:]Tell me how am I supposed to live without youNow that I've been lovin' you so longHow am I supposed to live without youHow am I supposed to carry onWhen all that I've been livin' for is gone
I didn't come here for cryin'Didn't come here to break downIt's just a dream of mine is coming to an endAnd how can I blame youWhen I build my world aroundThe hope that one day we'd be so muchmore than friendsAnd I don't wanna know the price I'mgonna pay for dreamingWhen even now it's more than I can take
[Chorus]
[Bridge]And I don't wanna face the price I'mgonna pay for dreamingNow that your dream has come true
[Chorus]

I'm sorry mom

mom I did not want to go, I'm feeling bad now .... sorry,,,, maybe I was too childish and never get up, but now maybe I am being to feel about it ... sorry mom
mom .... I'm totally in love right now, but it's not the usual love, not love like my friends, and not love like a mom children's friends or neighbors child .. is completely different, and I really fell in love, but now I'm down and hurt by love,,,, I'm like a childmom is not???? mom what should I do? sorry and do not be mad .... I was different, and what I always felt was always different from the others .... let me like it used to be .... This probably will not be long .... not this pathetic mom?

 like this because my idol .... like a fool is not it? ummmmmmmm,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, ,,
maybe I'm just kidding mom hahahahahaha .... I'm too much of it? :'))))))))))